The path of Satanism is a long and difficult path. Some may be turned away, some may fight and stay. Sadly only a very few will make it to the very end of the path and continue on to god hood. There is not much anyone can really do to help those few that struggle along the path. I can only give you the information you need to keep on pushing down the path. Good Luck.
I do not just give lessons on Satanism and the occult. To achieve the highest form of Satanism one cannot just focus on occult powers. One must also explore each and every line of knowledge there is. You as a Satanist must strive to know literally everything. Keep studying. Knowledge really is power.